Have you ever felt like being on the crossroad? I think I'm going through this period now. I'd better call it the religious crossroad. I think I just have too many questions to ask and almost no answers. I should also add here that religion and faith are very different things, no matter how strange it may sound to some people. Lately I've noticed that I really try to find my way in this question, to find my way on this huge crossroad. But it seems that all the roads are closed with very thick and heavy veils. And to get even a bit closer to this veil may take a lot of time. And I want not only to get there but look behind this veil, to see what's really closed from our eyes there. I think we've lost something very important. We are so much into some kind of rituals and words and we forgot about the feelings that were so important in ancient times. I mean the spiritual experience, feelings and emotions that peole learn while trying to find their way to God. And here I want to clean that I'm not looking for the name of the God - be it Jesus, Mohammad, Buddha, Krishna, or any other. I'm looking for the real communication, understanding and realizing of these things. I don't know if I ever be able to cross the line and to put aside the veil, but I'll try to do it, I'll do my best.
